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[May05'2009 12:58AM] |
They say when in a relationship, to make rational decisions, there should be a balance in use of heart and mind when deciding but I say, those people have never fallen in love, been left and desperately needed that person back because when it comes to trying to get the person you love the most back, how can you be so rational?
but Kat says to leave everything here in HK, all the hurt, the pain, the memories and the feelings I have for you but should I really? Can I really do that in the remaining time I have left? I’m coming home in 2 days. Am I ready? Are YOU ready? I don’t even know if I want to hear what you have to say… because no matter how much I try to conceal it, to ignore it, my gut and to my dismay, my heart says you’ll decide to leave…
…but if you do, I’m not going to stop you anymore. I’m done fighting for you. If you don’t think love is enough for this relationship to last then maybe it is really time for you to leave.
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| THE mistake |
[Apr27'2009 10:38PM] |
THE mistake.
“We’re better than this, deeper than this pride thing. I’m sorry if I made a mistake, sorry I followed my brain when I should’ve followed my heart, sorry if I was being impulsive, sorry if I’m doing this through text, sorry if I’m two hours late but I love you and I want you back.”
… I need you back. I thought that would be enough. You love me, so why not? You love me a thousand times more than I’ll ever know right? So why can’t it be enough? This is my mistake I know. I’m hurting you and I’m sorry. I want us and I’d do anything to be an us again. To be Gab and Vern again and not just Gab or just Vern. I was the reason why you’re not single anymore and I still want to be the reason. Single doesn’t fit Vern, Gab fits with Vern.
“Maybe we do need a break.”
.. EVERYONE makes mistakes right? STUPID STUPID STUPID IMPULSIVE VERN. Too stupid, sometimes I think I shouldn’t be able to talk cause I say the most stupid things ever. STUPID. Tangina. Now I need a time machine.
Dear Vern, Why’d you have to stand up? Leave? One more thing, why’d you leave the pictures? Stupid. Stupid. Supid. YOU SHOULD’VE WENT BACK, GRABBED HIM AND SAID YOU TAKE IT BACK. Why didn’t you? You should’ve have. So now here you are, crying like hell, regretting everything you said. Fucking shit.
“Listen to “Love Story”, nothing about breaking up right?” -Kat
…SHOULD”VE LISTENED TO KAT.
I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you.I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I hope you love me as much that love will be enough.
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[Sep06'2007 10:06PM] |
i really really want to take you. :|
dont pick her! PICK ME.
TEAM PROM PROM
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| 8 random facts about myself. |
[Jan16'2002 06:08AM] |
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In the 8 facts about yourself, you share 8 things that your readers don't know about you. Then at the end you tag 8 other bloggers to keep the fun going.
* Each blogger must post these rules first.
* Each blogger starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves.
* Bloggers that are tagged need to write on their own blog about their eight things and post these rules.
* At the end of your blog, you need to choose eight people to get tagged and list their names.
* Don't forget to leave them a comment telling them they're tagged, and to read your blog
1. its weird but i always dream about apes or monkeys. i mean its either i dream about them terminating the world just like how the aliens did in war of the worlds or they're my pet when im like dreaming about the most random people or they're just like there :| and okay, i dont think about them before i go to sleep. so they must mean something atleast? :))
2. my comfort food: Clover chips and suha with lots and lots of salt :P (clover chips are the best right banina? :>)
3. i love hilary duff. like to death ever since grade 5. play a song from her metamorphosis album and catch me singing word for word :P
4. when i don't go out during weekends, i dont take a bath :)) SERIOUSLY i feel so tamad to, i just sleep, eat, sleep, eat, watch dvds, sleep, eat. :))
5. i get really nervous and shaky EVERY SINGLE time i recite in class.
6. i have a thing for guys who talk excessively. i find it really like omg *drooling* :)) but you should be hot too though :P
7. my two favorite chick flicks of all time are: if only and close to you . hahaha YES close to you. i hella cried in that movie and i love the story :P
8. and okay, i sound so jologs but the song close to you by sam milby(HAHAHAHA) makes me smile. alot -- okay, now im so into the movie. =))
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